Sedar setiap ujian ada hikmahnya

Assalamualaikum...

Situasi 1:

Tasya : kak nama apa?
Aku : Ina
Tasya : kak nk pergi mana?
Aku: nak balik rumah..mak adik mana?
Tasya: tu haa tgh masak
Aku: Oh mak adik berniaga lah ni.. adik brapa tahun ni
Tasya: 5 tahun
Aku: Sekolah dah ke?
Tasya: Tadika sri kemas

"Kak tahu tak, hari tu tasya terlelap..naik motor..tp tasya peluk mak kuat2..tiba2 je dah smpi rumah...haaa tasya pegang kuat2 tau..."

setiap seorang yang ada dalam surau ni dia interview..bila aku borak2 dgn orang2 yg dah lama knl tasya, aku baru tahu yg tasya ni rupanya anak yatim..

Tasya, ayh mana?
Tasya : accident..

Tasya sgt comel dan byk ckp..dia baru 5tahun tp tak dpt kasih syg seorang ayah...jadi kita yg ada ibu dan ayah ni perlulah syg mereka seadanya...
ini kira peringatan utk diri sendiri jugaklah...hehe
moga Allah permudahkn urusan keluarga Tasya..

kadang2 aku rasa aku tak dpt nak terima ujian yg Allah beri..tp setiap kali kita berada dlm kesusahan, kita perlu ingat ada org lain yg lagi ssh dr kita..

Dilemma : Internship

Don't look back 

because you will found out how silly you are

 Look forward for a brighter future

every decisions is in your hand

so decide wisely 

then you will not regret it

Mood: dilemma

what should i do? I've applied 6 company for internship but none of them gave me a good feedback..
Now i'm in dilemma..One of my friend is being accepted in food lab at kangar but he choose another company that is nearby to his hometown..so my lecturer willingly change his name to mine... Everything went smoothly but here come the problems...
1. It will be on Ramadhan...Of course lah I want to fast with my families...I don't have to think what to buy or eat during sahur and berbuka...wehee =)

2. I don't hve any transportation to kangar.. I can't even ride a motorcycle..and I don't have any cars...how meh?? should I take a license?? 

3. Any house or room for rent?? I really need it since i'm living in hostel right now...

4. My parents are moving...If I'm not mistaken, it will be today..oh yeah IT IS TODAY.. and this time I get a room...huhu so i don't have to share with my sisters....so i dont have time to go back home and decorate my room..kemas barang..baju2 and so on..

5. It will be 4 months I live in Perlis...4 months !!  Oh my..its too long..I can't bear with it..

6. My last paper is on 14th July..and the best part is my internship will be start on the day after which is 15th and ends the same time for semester break...
Last paper : 14 July
Internship : 15 July - 8 Sept
Next semester start on 9 Sept

Ohh so delicious =( 
no break for me..
should i extend another one semester just for internship or just accept to live in Perlis for the whole Ramadhan..
oh nooo :O 

Mood : tonight -->  Istikharah